Just a few things about me ;)
1. I LOVE the beach, the smell of salty ocean is just about the most calming thing ever. I go to the beach when I'm bored, or sad, or need to think, or just don't want to think anymore.
2. I'm short, but i'm smaller then I look, and I look bigger then I should. This does not please me. Be patient, I'm working on it.
3. I have yet to accomplish anything. Nearly 22 and nothing... I doubt I will ever get my degree, or do anything major in my life. It's just not... what happens? Seems like things never work out. It's a cop out, I know. Stop mocking me. Ok, fine, I'm mocking me too.
4. I am EXTREMELY ticklish.
5. I don't eat red meat unless I have to, and avoid fish unless it's sushi. Chickenarian? Yepp!
6. I don't like stupid movies!!! Benchwarmers, Elf, all that can just GO AWAY! (Billy Madison being the exception).
7. I dye my hair blonde, and I tan in a box when I can. The only things not fake about me are my chest and my nails, and I like it that way.
8. I'm terrified of heights, but love roller coasters and tall guys. Go figure.
9. Britney Spears is my... I want to say idol, but I don't want everything she's had. Just the pretty side of things, the image. My most favorite person ever? Hells yeah. I would LOVE to meet her!
10. I may come off as an obnoxious brat at times, or at least feel like I am. Thing is, I'm just incredibly insecure. I get embarrassed so easily, I make fun of myself before anyone else can. That way no one is laughing at me, just with me.
11. Maybe I am a little immature. I swear, I really am not like that when I'm at the top of my game.
12. This is starting to get a little bit down... so lets just say it: I AM TERRIFIED OF ELMO! LOL.
13. I MISS MY FRIENDS! I hardly see any of them, and barely speak to a lot of them.
14. I want to get my bartending license as soon as I lose all this weight again. No one will want a chubby bartender, even if she does have gigantic tits.
15. That being said, I'm a GEEK! I <3 the FF series, WoW, tabletop RPGs, nearly switched my laptop to Linux, and can kick your ass at editing. I'm pretty good at controlling a camera, too. I have a deep love for being a part of the backstage life, and a huge respect for directors, writers, producers, ect. Dream Job: costume designer!
16. Oh god, ten more? Ok. I'm Greek-Orthodox, but I barely go to church. In fact, I feel my church only wants my stewardship. I would rather have a welcoming, warm, friendly church then a greedy snobby church.
17. I have BAD luck with guys. Just BAD! Not saying I haven't loved whoever I've told I loved, but those relationships were barely good for me. Sometimes you just need to protect yourself, even if it ruins a good thing. I'd rather be alone living in my parents house then across the country in love with my best friend and being terrified of horrible horrible things. I get myself into such messes sometimes. Maybe I do have commitment issues. But maybe I just need someone to commit themselves to ME and earning my devotion instead of handing myself over on a silver platter.
18. I facebook stalk. I just looked at some pics of a friend from high school, and good god I can't believe how old he looked! I'm shocked that we're adults now. That most of my friends now have babies, and a smaller group are actually married. I feel left out in that sense, but at least I get to drink and stay out till all hours and sleep when I want - ie., I don't have to take care of a crying baby by myself after a night of drinking. My classmates are (mostly) graduating this year or next if they haven't already, and I'm still about a year and a half away from that.
19. I almost got married. I chickened.
20. I get scared easy.
21. I want to go on a road trip around the country, or at least across it.
22. I've never been to disneyland/world.
23. I'm trying really hard right now to not IM someone that I would love to talk to.
24. I LOVE to party, and will usually find the awesome people at parties or concerts when I go with a certain group of friends. The clingy bitches need to back off and let me do my thing.
25. I love YOU. RECIPROCATE!
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