WTF?!?!?

Just saw on FB that yet another one of my friends has gotten married. Jealousy is rising high, overriding logical thoughts. Just one more "my life is just THAT shitty" moment. I'd like things to work out in my favor on a major, life-changing scale for once. Not the "hey I ran a red and didn't die" daily type of favor. The favor that puts you back to basking in the warm light of happiness.

Have all my warm fuzzies been used up? Have I played all my cards and I'm left with a crappy hand? Will I ever become something more then what I am, insignificant mass of illogically destructive cells?

One lives to find out, I guess. I just wish I could be blessed with knowing what's coming for me, take all the guesswork out of it. In a subjective future, we can still only make each choice once.